[ as soon as she touches him, it’s game over. he leans into her, forehead tipping to her own. ]
You shouldn’t have to endure anything anymore, Yelena.
[ no matter what she’s done or how she’s been used. so what if he endured more or worse? it was just different, and it isn’t a scale to be balanced, besides. and there’s the matter of the beheadings, like some fucked up medieval times — ]
I know you don’t think so, but. You deserve better than all this.
[ For Yelena, it is a scale to balance, a debt to repay, a ledger she fears will remain uneven no matter how much she invests in the 'good' column. Bob is right: she doesn't believe him. But the longer she sits here with him, the less she feels she has to. It's enough for her, and more than she feels she has earned, that he believes it.
A smile pulls at the corner of her mouth when their foreheads meet. The arm she put around Bob's shoulders reaches up into his hair, her short fingernails gently scraping his scalp. ]
[ just this once. just for today, with his eyes flashing deepest blue so he can look at her — really look at her — before their noses brush. a final chance to pull away, a heartbeat of trepidation, then he kisses her soundly. his request echoes in the action. listen to what he’s saying and the fact that he’s here. that he’ll defend her with everything he has tonight, even if it makes no difference. even if it makes things worse. ]
And I’ll listen to you.
[ balance of another kind. you carry me, and i’ll carry you. maybe it’s enough for them to believe the best of each other, until they can see the truth for themselves. ]
[ Up close like this, with their noses touching, Yelena sees his hesitation in blurry double-vision. She makes a split-second resolution to close the gap if Bob loses his nerve but is delighted when he doesn't, already grinning when their lips meet. She can feel the intention behind it; the promise. Cast with a late afternoon glow against a score of persistent quacking, it makes for the perfect first kiss Yelena never expected to experience. ]
That's a deal. [ She lets them separate long enough to mark her agreement and no more, using the hand around his head to pull him back into the kiss immediately. Her other hand swings around his neck and she wedges herself between his knees, leaving hardly any space between them. Inevitably, relentlessly, later will come. But here and now, even knowing what lies in store can't ruin the moment. ]
[ maybe it’s the same as when he vaulted form the truck, or covered her in the attic — all instinct, no time to second guess. kissing her and being kissed by her until the line blurs. unprepared, still, for her to reel him back in the second he tips back. thinking he ought to ask if that was okay, and apologise for doing it right before she goes to cult jail.
only yelena’s too close to doubt or deny, filling the gap between his knees the same as the hole in his heart (the void she’d stepped into, dauntless, and found her reflection within). he has to rethink what to do with his hands, hovering aloft. confused. until they meet behind her back. a hold that starts hesitant, then firms. ]
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Date: 2025-10-26 05:30 pm (UTC)You shouldn’t have to endure anything anymore, Yelena.
[ no matter what she’s done or how she’s been used. so what if he endured more or worse? it was just different, and it isn’t a scale to be balanced, besides. and there’s the matter of the beheadings, like some fucked up medieval times — ]
I know you don’t think so, but. You deserve better than all this.
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Date: 2025-12-08 06:17 pm (UTC)A smile pulls at the corner of her mouth when their foreheads meet. The arm she put around Bob's shoulders reaches up into his hair, her short fingernails gently scraping his scalp. ]
I could say the same thing to you.
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Date: 2025-12-08 06:33 pm (UTC)[ just this once. just for today, with his eyes flashing deepest blue so he can look at her — really look at her — before their noses brush. a final chance to pull away, a heartbeat of trepidation, then he kisses her soundly. his request echoes in the action. listen to what he’s saying and the fact that he’s here. that he’ll defend her with everything he has tonight, even if it makes no difference. even if it makes things worse. ]
And I’ll listen to you.
[ balance of another kind. you carry me, and i’ll carry you. maybe it’s enough for them to believe the best of each other, until they can see the truth for themselves. ]
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Date: 2025-12-10 12:46 pm (UTC)That's a deal. [ She lets them separate long enough to mark her agreement and no more, using the hand around his head to pull him back into the kiss immediately. Her other hand swings around his neck and she wedges herself between his knees, leaving hardly any space between them. Inevitably, relentlessly, later will come. But here and now, even knowing what lies in store can't ruin the moment. ]
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Date: 2025-12-10 08:39 pm (UTC)only yelena’s too close to doubt or deny, filling the gap between his knees the same as the hole in his heart (the void she’d stepped into, dauntless, and found her reflection within). he has to rethink what to do with his hands, hovering aloft. confused. until they meet behind her back. a hold that starts hesitant, then firms. ]
Pretty good deal.
[ murmured against her mouth, half-dazed. ]